I have an image of a calm ocean in my mind.
I wish my body was immersed in it.
Down at the bottom
In the darkness,
I would find peace,
Silence from all the words that would be better not spoken.
Silence from all the noise we'd be better not hearing.
Silence from the pain we don't want to experience.
No destructive thoughts,
No slaughterous dreams and fears.
An embrace from the serene waters of the earth till my heart was completely still,
Surrounded by nature,
Supporting my weight,
Forever gripping my dead bones.