Power to end

There it is

Right in front of me

Dark, dirty

Calling

I could end all of it

All of the pain

The joy

The disgust

The anger

In one sharp sudden movement

How would people react?

Scream? 

I won't

But I could

It only attracts me because it is uncertain

It is unrecognisable

It is warm

There's nothing like it

Curiosity

What would it feel like?

The jumping, quick

My heart would pump harder than ever did.

My breathing would get intense

My whole body would shake in terror and excitement

I would probably regret it on the last second

But then

The collision

One fraction

slow motion

My flesh being squished against the train

The sound of bones breaking

Blood explosion

One fraction

Knowing I have the power of ending a life makes me feel satisfyingly powerful.