How Lovely Would Be

They would think she was already getting used to it, but the embarrassment of being a level lower than humanity, after all those years, was still present in her gut.
The sweat was running through her neck while she struggled to rest on the back of the wheelchair.
A young girl passed by her... The laugh and amusing energy brought her an enjoyable sensation of youth again.
How lovely would be to have had a child, and maybe grandchildren...
Her biggest regret was having been selfish in the past. There was no joy in her life, but to see other people's happiness.
The announcement sounded and someone carried her to the seat in the plane.

How lovely would be to have had a child.

Like

I like the corner of your neck.
I like my touch on your back.
I like my head on your chest.

I don't want to leave.

I like my eyes upon yours.
I like your fingers in my hair.
I like the sound of your breath.

I don't want to leave.

Come

Come.

Come.

Come with me,

To the edge of the sea.

Lie me down

On the new born grains,

Of white honest sand.

Let me drown

In the smell of your neck,

In the sheets of your bed,

With the touch of your skin

I want to get lost

On the darkness of deeper waters,

On that smile that makes me drunk,

On that taste that relaxes my soul

The wind is blowing away the lies.

I am learning to be myself,

With another.

The waves are dancing around,

Our bodies swinging with the music

Come.

Come.

Come with me,

To the edge of the sea.

4:30am

Wet rainy noise fills my stuffy unlit flat.

My throat hearts,

I cannot sleep,

But that bad loneliness I used to feel is not around.

It sounds complete.

I want to stay,

On my own.

Home is warm and outside is cold,

Uncertain,

Dark,

Windy.

Your smell in my pillow comforts me.

I don't know if it will last,

But your spontaneity attracts me more every day.

That city light is starting to shine trough my window.

Wide opened eyes,

I'm too excited to sleep.

Excited for living every second,

Breathing every particle of this early morning air.

It's Sensible

It's sensible

Hearable

Smellable

I can feel when I see them

See it from a distance

That energy

The compassion

The openness

The will to live

The love for stage

The crave to act

Today I met a director on the tube...

He walked in with his warm smile,

We exchanged a couple of words

Till we realised we had pretty much everything in common.

I chose to leave on the second most complicated station option

I wanted to talk to him for hours

Our creative words met in the middle of that loud jubilee line

He had 2 blue balloons,

Gave me one.

He had falafels,

Offered me some.

He had the stile.

It's sensible

Hearable

Smellable

I wanted to talk to him for hours

But I had to end it with that hand shake

Nice to meet you,

Goodbye.

Beauty

Sometimes life presents me with such beauty that makes me forget all my past complains.

A child playing with his grandfather caught my eyes and heart today. Very white moustache, wise eyes hidden behind the round thick glasses, slow walk... But so much happiness to relate to that kid...

The little boy ran around with his big head, thin body, and infinite energy.

The contrasting characteristics were completing each other on that sunny afternoon.

The sea breeze of a hot night,

The singing of crickets,

Hot sun against my skin,

A complementary fruit from a small restaurant in another island.

Nature just has too much to offer and sometimes I don't even know if I'm worthy to take so much beauty.

Born Perfect

We loose ourselves with the years

Born perfect

Honest

Energetic

Excited

Explorers

Grow to stupid

Analytic

Scared

Addicted

Lazy

Fake

Lets be children forever.